Saturday, September 28, 2019

Lysergic Acid Diethylamide Reportage v.03, a.k.a. LSD Reportage

Invisible or 
just dark on dark...
Do you feel 
the draw of it
like I do....?

I'm being birthed 
out the end of it
the wet bottom we all share
and now as the last strains die out
we stand up and 
we lie back down

I am become 
becoming become
the time striped old wizard gorilla

wizened by my travails 
my travels internal

Silver-haired and dappled
weather-weathered
silver chested 
whit of wisdom 
once weened from 
the mysterical tit

a lifted pear 

hysterically lit
lifted toward a fading vision
recanting recollection unwoven
retelling and retold 
and with each telling
re-dying, dying again and again 
on the same floor
the common ground fading
now patterned in intricate grids
layers of curving black feathers
woven by hands into silver 
edged black paper 
Victorian frames
on the lace-lined edges
all in motion

our very own 
breathing kaleidoscope
our very own bodies 
twisting pirouettes
these sad attempts 
to record the lost imperfections
of a bounding wordless nymph

sharp like contrast
blaring whores 
of a blinding bare page
leave us alone now
barren in our losses
kicked down and up 
and wanting nothing
but to sleep to sleep 
not "the eternal..."
just for a moment 
between clarion thoughts
alarming

having witnessed and told nothing
told none of the inter-dimensional details or designs
shared with no one 
newly discovered Fraddadian principles 
once stated now muttered

hexameters of heaving stumblings
arm lengths of catatonic cataclysms
remembered rec. room catechisms 
filling summer afternoons 
with the dull insect buzz 
of ignorant misinformation

Bathories of extent extant
deep in the whole
left behind like an abscess 
manmade crater made of man
the living skin through which we breathe
the sheath that holds us gently

the folds going deeper across time 
cut they fold again they bind
the feathers overlapping 
rapidly dissipating
patterns denigrating
rapidly approaching 
lost memory tumbled by time

a perpetual "one more tale before bed"
match head never failing to strike
at the very least left alive
climbing over my own body
burning wet blankets 
wallowing in waves of sweat
wrestling around in it

savoring the last sad cherries of a summer day misspent
burning angels with what's left of it
making angels not angles
let me sleep, if only for a moment, let me sleep
but begging who now...??

I shall return to this task when I awaken


marked and claimed I be
Pentangle of the Midnight Circumference 
sworn hence
to be star bound and 
howling from the balcony
through a doorway of my own making
in a mast of some others' breaking

"For the first time ever, I don't hurt!"

come then 
earn your pearls
earn these last mad trappings
the cold dark claiming 
these leathery 
dripped strappings

Submit now 
to these last 
burning angles
angels

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