I cross the street
my clothes saying all kinds of things
only chewing hot gum
from the ground
I'm getting nine sunburns
in exactly 2 days
crying in my sleep about you
lost and found and lost without you
lost lost lost dreaming
without without without you
crowning the head of a new-found bed
my mind 2000 miles away
on a website I can't name
in words I just can't say
receiving half-baked
barely feigned communiques
I sure hope your brownies
all taste really great
cooled by zoned out intuition
distance and a lack of faith
warmed over by the universal
radiance of blacktop
my clothes saying all kinds of things
only chewing hot gum
from the ground
I'm getting nine sunburns
in exactly 2 days
crying in my sleep about you
lost and found and lost without you
lost lost lost dreaming
without without without you
crowning the head of a new-found bed
my mind 2000 miles away
on a website I can't name
in words I just can't say
receiving half-baked
barely feigned communiques
I sure hope your brownies
all taste really great
cooled by zoned out intuition
distance and a lack of faith
warmed over by the universal
radiance of blacktop
shooting baskets
pretending to be young
trying to look like I'm not trying
crushed hands dying
outside in the unrelenting light
the heat the sun
flushed and gleaming dying quietly
smashing down remainder feelings
finding myself alone for the 4 millionth time
filling the grassy blankets, the cracked cement,
the invisible bedrooms, the mismatched plastic chairs
with tiny Xs in the air
coughing alone, fresh sage smudging
hungrily awaiting a BBQ that will never come
no feeling in my future
numbly unsupported perhaps undone
seconds after peeling
another sad corner
I watch a scrawny kid
handing rocks thru a fence
holding my phone
like the hand of a child
my shoes tell lies about me
dirty and unresponsive
scattering like moths
on the arms of strangers
marveling at all the form-fitting irony
the youthful sense of danger
always on time for fashion
none for revision or tradition
to hear what you are doing
your own repetitions
to hear what can be heard
while feeling so hollow
tiny Xs in our eyes
we parted like greasy hair
all the soil turned over
but our fields left fallow
all the soil turned over
but our fields left fallow
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