your face is a hole in the ground
and I'm not stepping in it
nor am I filling it with water
or soil or anything like that
I shall pay it no attention more
the yelling, yeah it's a little hard to take seriously
but the sentiments are sincere, sincere and exhausted
we both know we're good at stripping other peoples' wires
what new do we gain by re-enacting it?
your mother is gone, soon mine will be too
one less person who, beyond having the bandwidth, actually cares
whether we as fucked up, amazingly creative,
people will actually do better
than just survive, beyond
not stabbing ourselves with knives
causing our own bodily distress with all the lies
we tell in silent whispers every minute of all the time
your eyes didn't show any kind of surprise
your gestures seemed slow and rehearsed, sadly tired
so familiar, so nostalgic
so hungry for this damaged routine
I fell for it, just like with my mother
raised my temper, then my voice (or was it the other order?)
your will is your own
as mine is mine
kicking holes in the speakers
don't make them louder
everything dying away from you,
from us, not really dying
but doing a life-saving
job of pretending
withering then
escaping into rest
into a world that shines with light and acceptance
that shares, loves, and makes friends with
our reality more like a martial arts movie
all bursts of air and violent shifting
gestures honed
slices rendered
economical
with minimal exertion
causing damage, sure
there's history
a traceable lineage
of secret societies
carefully killing people
under the guise of refined art
no more than your face empty
where a hole used to be
and I'm not stepping in it
nor am I filling it with water
or soil or anything like that
I shall pay it no attention more
the yelling, yeah it's a little hard to take seriously
but the sentiments are sincere, sincere and exhausted
we both know we're good at stripping other peoples' wires
what new do we gain by re-enacting it?
your mother is gone, soon mine will be too
one less person who, beyond having the bandwidth, actually cares
whether we as fucked up, amazingly creative,
people will actually do better
than just survive, beyond
not stabbing ourselves with knives
causing our own bodily distress with all the lies
we tell in silent whispers every minute of all the time
your eyes didn't show any kind of surprise
your gestures seemed slow and rehearsed, sadly tired
so familiar, so nostalgic
so hungry for this damaged routine
I fell for it, just like with my mother
raised my temper, then my voice (or was it the other order?)
your will is your own
as mine is mine
kicking holes in the speakers
don't make them louder
everything dying away from you,
from us, not really dying
but doing a life-saving
job of pretending
withering then
escaping into rest
into a world that shines with light and acceptance
that shares, loves, and makes friends with
our reality more like a martial arts movie
all bursts of air and violent shifting
gestures honed
slices rendered
economical
with minimal exertion
causing damage, sure
there's history
a traceable lineage
of secret societies
carefully killing people
under the guise of refined art
no more than your face empty
where a hole used to be
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